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“Figure it out like everyone else.”

“Figure it out like everyone else.”

During the performance at When Shawn Mendes performed at the historic Red Rocks Amphitheater for his “For Friends and Family Tour” on Monday night, he opened up about his sexuality and spoke directly to his fans during the intimate moment.

“I was still very young when I started. I was 15 years old,” the singer-songwriter said from the stage. “The truth is that as a 15-year-old I didn’t get to do a lot of the things and explore parts of myself that you do when you’re 15.”

“There's this thing about my sexuality and people have been talking about it for so long,” he added, saying it's “kind of silly because I think sexuality is such a beautiful, complex thing and it's so hard “To just put them in drawers.”

“It always felt to me like an intrusion into something very personal. Something I discovered within myself, something I hadn't yet discovered and still have yet to discover,” he continued. “The real truth about my life and my sexuality is that like everyone else, I'm just figuring it out. And it feels really scary because we live in a society that has a lot to say about it. And I try to be really brave and just allow myself to be human and feel things. And that’s all I really want to say about it right now.”

Mendes began playing his unreleased track “The Mountain,” which he played throughout his tour. In the lyrics, the musician sings: “You can say I'm too young/You can say I'm too old/You can say I like girls or boys, whatever suits you.”

Speaking to the audience on Monday, Mendes discussed his journey while writing the new song. “Writing the song felt really important to me because it felt like a moment where I could address it in a way that was close to my heart,” he said. “And I guess I just speak more freely now because I just want to be closer to everyone and just be in my truth.”

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When speaking with Rolling Stone In 2018, the year he released his self-titled third studio album and made Mendes the third youngest artist to achieve three number one albums, the singer spoke out about the invasive comments and speculation about his sexuality online.

“I thought, 'You're so lucky I'm not really gay and afraid to come out,'” he said Rolling Stone back then… “This is something that kills people.” That's how sensitive it is. Do you like the songs? Do you like me? Who cares if I’m gay?”

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